Yeah, it was nowhere near as calculating as he is.

[Still, Chuuya understands what Dazai isn't saying there. And for a moment, Chuuya's expression softens. His thoughts on Dazai still translate into a bunch of incomprehensible garbage right now, but in that moment, when the three of them had to fight, Chuuya had honestly worried about Dazai. He didn't want Dazai to die.]

How did it make you feel? Because it made you feel something, right? Or else you wouldn't look like this.