shortforever | Not Again! With Dazai

[ It's definitely something and he knows that Chuuya means it. so... ]

I feel like it's something that I could eventually figure out or maybe feel something close to it if I stay with you and Reito.

[ He has no idea if it'll be possible and it was something he said to Reito straight up too ]

Even if we don't find it, all of this is still okay, right?

['All of this' being everything they do together. Play around, get into trouble make out, whatever.]

Right. Are you worried about it, Chuuya?

[ If it's not okay or about finding love. ]

Not worried exactly, no. Just...people make a big deal out of love, you know? How love is why you get married, or you stick by the ones you love, or whatever.

I can't say that I love you or Reito. I like Reito, and you're okay too. But that's not love. And I don't know if it'll ever be love.

Is that enough for you?

[ He's had a similar conversation with Reito before... ]

It's fine by me. It works better than having someone who wants to love me.

[ Since it means Chuuya can probably understand. Also Chuuya already knows him enough, while still wanting them to continue this relationship. ]

Also we both know I'm more than just okay, Chuuya.

[ Whatever it is... it's more than okay. ]

I guess it'd be hypocritical of you to not be ok with it, huh?

[It's okay, they can stumble through this together. Or fight through it. Both are equally likely to happen.]

...I don't know where this is going to go, but I'll stick it out. With you. And Reito too, when we rescue him.

[ He can't make promises to stay there, but he did already tell Chuuya he's willing to try to see. He does want to see where this path takes him.

Moving in to press a kiss against his lips. ]

We'll see it when we get there, Chuuya.

[Ah. Silencing him with kisses again. It must be a tough subject for him.

Chuuya will accept that answer though, nodding in agreement. They can wait and see, that's fine.]

[ He can make guesses on certain things, but he doesn't know how Reito's world is or if there would keep his interest. The only thing he knows for sure is Chuuya's trust. Even the future Chuuya still has trust.

Just enjoy the moment, Chuuya. Time to not think for a moment. Sliding his arms around the other to get closer as well as steal some warmth as he tilts his head to fit their mouths better together. ]

[Not thinking is good, Chuuya has been way overthinking things today. And they really do fit together so nicely too.

It's a long, slow kiss, and when they pull back to breathe it's punctuated by breath-fog. ]

Ha...we should go inside and get warmed up, it's cold out here.

[Somehow he doesn't actually feel cold. ]

[ The warmth from Chuuya seems to be infectious even after the kiss has ended. ]

I have Chuuya right here to keep me warm.

[ Moving in closer so they are chest to chest as he tucks his face against Chuuya's shoulder. ]

[Oh no why is he so sappy like this, Chuuya can't handle it. Time to distract from sap.]

Well if you're warm enough, let's do something in the snow then. It probably won't last through Monday.

[ Cause it's fun watching Chuuya react and he was pondering on angling it to getting Chuuya to carry him for a bit. Why use legs when you're with someone who can actually carry you?

He'll consider doing something in the snow for a moment. ]

That would count as something normal.

[ Maybe he'll stick more snow down Chuuya's back then. ]

Alright, let's do something with the snow then.

[Something normal, huh? Well, it's a chance to do another first.]

Not a snowball fight, we already did that.

...snowmen?

Snowmen, but after we try one thing first.

[ Hooking their arms together as he pulls him closer to the forest. Less traffic means better snow. ]

Hmm?

[His arm is hooked, and he is led to the forest! What are they trying there?]

[ Finds a good patch of snow before he turns them around. Letting go to put both of his hands on Chuuya's shoulders ]

Do you trust me, Chuuya?

You're about to push me in the snow.

[That said, he's just standing there, a flat look on his face. He knows what's coming and has already accepted his fate.]

I am about to push you. I wonder how should I take it that Chuuya knows me so well, yet he didn't get all our newly wed questions right.

[ But yeah... time to shove him into the snow. Is he actually going to go down? ]

It just means I know your troublemaking side more.

[And he can dish it out as well as he takes it. Because when Dazai shoves, Chuuya is grabbing onto Dazai to drag him down.]

[ Down they go. Dazai isn't even going to fight it, but he does let out a quiet umpth as they land. ]

Well, you do bring out that side the most.

[ Time to poke Chuuya's sides while he's down there. ]

Yeah, I noticed-

[And now he's being poked, and he jumps and tries to wiggle away.

He may be ticklish.]

Ah, I think I found another spot, Chuu-ya~

[ Time to wiggle those fingers against Chuuya's sides. ]

O-Oi, don't even think about it!

[He is ROLLING AWAY in the snow now. No tickling allowed.]

Too late~ I'm thinking about it. [ He'll let him escape for now though. That's best to save for a sneak attack. ]

I do wonder, if there's any other spots like that.

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