shortforever | Not Again! With Dazai

[...well. He can't fault Dazai for wanting to try. Chuuya is honestly curious too, to see just how far 'all of this' will go. It's weird and new and Chuuya doesn't know what to think about it. Help, he's emotionally stunted.

He does glance up when Dazai speaks up, though.]

Huh. I guess you can.

...it's brighter here, than in Yokohama.

[ That makes two of them, but Dazai is figuring out how to fake it better.

At Chuuya's words, his gaze drops back to the other to study him carefully. He remembers staring at the sky of Yokohama, but it wasn't from is own memories. It was from Chuuya's memories that was shared in the mansion. ]

Might be brighter than what it was at the mansion even.

Maybe. There's fewer lights out.

[Seeing them does remind Chuuya of that time, though. The same memory Dazai is thinking of.]

...they're pretty.

[ Watching Chuuya for a moment longer and he has an itch to lean in closer or kiss him. Why is sticking together a thing. Sighing. It's not worth being stuck like that for a hour, but it almost is. He does shift closer, thankful that they both have enough layers on they won't get stupidly stuck in more places ]

If there aren't any bugs here we can try sleeping out here one of these nights. [ A pause. ] Not on Thursday.

Definitely not on a Thursday.

[The trio of hosts they have said that this wasn't a murdergame, but Chuuya has doubts.]

Maybe when the whole 'stuck together' thing is done. It sucks waking up stuck together.

Ah~ Weren't you the one who said you were going to glue yourself to my side?

[ There's a spark of mischief as he says that. ]

It is bothersome, especially during moments like now.

It's VERY bothersome. I can't even punch you when you're being stupid.

[Which is. A good chunk of the time. So maybe it's better that touching gets them stuck right now.]

Ah, maybe I should make the most of that at least, Chuuya~

[ How many times would he have punched or kicked him from just his stupid hand holding antics alone. ]

That wasn't what I had in mind though.

[He will make up for the lack of kicking later >T]

What did you have in mind, then?

Think about it, Chuuya. We're this close to each other without anyone else around. What do you think I have in mind?

[ It can also count as punching. With your mouth. ]

Ah.

[WELP. Now he's embarrassed, and he's going to cover that up by being irritable.]

It's not like we can do it, we'll get stuck. And I don't wanna lock lips with you for an hour.

[ Wow. Though he can tell, and his eyes scan for any other noticeable hints that he's embarrassed. ]

I know that. Though it could be fun to see how long you can last kissing, but it wouldn't be any fun without being able to move.

[ He does lean in close enough to feel Chuuya's breath. ]

[He looks more irritated, but Dazai should be able to tell that the irritation is from embarrassment. They've known each other long enough now for that.]

It wouldn't even be a good kiss, all because-

[Oh. Dazai's close. That makes his breath catch for a moment.]

-because it's. Not moving or anything.

[ That's an interesting reaction and does confirm that maybe Chuuya really does like Dazai. ]

And no telling what else could get stuck. Pretty sure this stupid curse would probably stick tongues together then it'll be even more terrible.

[ Bringing up tongues to see how his partner will react. Giving a sigh. ]

Hey, Chibi. Pull my hoodie up.

[ He knows he won't have to tell him to be careful about doing this. ]

It'd be stupid to suffocate because we smashed out faces together like idiots.

[He will be careful pulling that hoodie up, though. There you go Dazai, ur hiding.]

[ He starts to move in closer like maybe he'll kiss him anyways, but then he'll turn his head to the side and plop his chin on Chuuya's shoulder. Now their ears of side of their heads won't stick together because hoodie. Time to dance chest to chest though. ]

That would be a pretty funny way to go, but I'd rather die much quicker than suffocating. It's a painful way to go.

You'd be taking me down with you too.

[And Chuuya is not about to go down in a lover's suicide. Sorry Dazai, live out your fantasies elsewhere.

But like this, chest-to-chest? This is okay. Chuuya thinks his rapid heartbeat might be a bit too obvious, but he's trying to stay cool. This is fine.]

[ He can feel that heart beat, and it makes it hard to really figure out where his own beating heart even ends or begins against it. ]

Dying with someone doesn't sound all that bad, but I also don't mind the idea of your hands around my neck.

[ Lover's suicide or Lover's murder. Either seems good. ]

Though I did say I'll try living to see where this will go.

[Yep, he's no longer strangling Dazai ever again. Not if Dazai gets his death-jollies off to it.]

Good. Because I'm not gonna dance with a living corpse.

[ Wow. Don't deny him his kinks.

But it's fine cause that's painful anyways which is a no in his book ]

You do know you're the one that plays a part in making it interesting.

[ That sure is a way to tell someone they might be part of why he wants to give living a chance. ]

I figured, you don't bother with stuff that's not interesting to you.

[He's kind of wondering if Dazai will ever discard him, but he also doesn't actually want to know the answer to that.]

[ Time to idly rub Chuuya's back. ]

Just like I know you wouldn't bother with me unless it was worth something to you. What are you getting from this, Chuuya?

[ He might but Dazai also thought he himself was already discarded back in the graveyard ]

[The rubbing does help soothe him, but that question is quite a piercing one. What does Chuuya get from this? Why does he bother with Dazai?

Why didn't he leave Dazai dead and buried?]

I mean. Making out is kinda nice.

[It's not the only reason, and it's not even the main reason. It's just the one that's easiest to put to words.]

[ His hand stills for a moment. While it is true the kissing and being physically close is nice, but... ]

You were already calling me yours before the making out, Chuuya.

[ He's here to call you out. ]

[He does not like being called out.]

Well you died and you're an idiot. You need someone to look after you.

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