Not Again! With Dazai

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[They can be stuck together, yes, but Chuuya is going to carefully lace their fingers together first. And oh look, lewd act #1!]

...details from home. Things nobody here would know, because they're not here. Not only would nobody know we're sharing, nobody would know what we're saying.

[That could get their team color out, maybe.]

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[ So lewd. ]

We can talk about our first meeting, or when we worked together. There's also the Port Mafia building, the color of your eyes, Ane-san's kimono...

[ His gaze is just going to look at Chuuya's eyes before he winks. Then he'll flop back on to the bed. ]

I have been favoring the color of your eyes lately, Chuuya.

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Is that so?

[He hears you loud and clear, Dazai.]

Can't say I like it very much. When you get to the heart of the matter, it's just not my style.

[Look at them being sneaky.]

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I think it looks great with your hair.

[ There's a pause as he reaches over to push Chuuya to lay down as well. ]

We only have one more day of this.

[ Lifting their linked hands. ]

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I guess red and blue go together alright.

[And there he goes, falling back on the bed. And he's grinning over at Dazai.]

What're you gonna do when it's over?

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You did say to Asch you were planning on doing five lewd things later. Since I'm also influencing your lewdness, it's only fair that I take responsibility and help you out.

[ He'll lift their linked hands and look at Chuuya before turning around to kiss the back of his own hand. He's not going to get stuck to any hands on his face, but at least this will send a message. ]

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[Ah. That.

Chuuya lets out a huff of laughter as he glances away. Of course Dazai would want to take responsibility for that.]

You can help me with most of it. I should still go bother other people with inappropriate hand-holding too, to work up that 'four-timing' reputation. Plus I think Akira would love the chance to tease him too.

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I can help with most of it and we can get working on banking some lewd acts.

[ Kissing is nice. Though he looks a little distracted. The mention of Akira reminds him of their conversation from friday. ]

You should know that your dad gave his approval yesterday.

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[Kissing is very nice, and Chuuya is mentally debating on if each individual kiss counts for a 'lewd act' or if it's counted per makeout session when Dazai distracts him with that statement.]

Who? Phoenix?

[That's the only dad figure he can think of right now, and Chuuya wouldn't call him 'dad'.]

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No, not Phoenix.

[ Dazai still needs to put up a flyer to give Phoenix a new home though. ]

Akira. He thinks I'm going to eventually hurt you.

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The ship's already sailed on that one.

[Dazai has hurt him physically and emotionally several times by now, and there's no point in denying it.]

If he really missed all of that then I'm starting to wonder how observant he actually is.

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I told him you'd kick my ass, and I'd rather avoid pain.

[ Studying him for a bit. ]

I was wondering why he was behaving weird towards me, but I finally found out why he's been actively staring at me with distrust. He told me about the memory he saw and how it's all my fault.

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He's been bugging you about that? Shouldn't the fact that I keep having sleepovers with you be enough of a clue that it's all fine?

[Honestly, it's not all fine, and Chuuya is just avoiding problems that are going to come back to bite him in the ass later. As often happens with him.]

I'll talk some sense into him later.

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[ This is probably not a good conversation to have while stuck to each other, but...

From how Akira was behaving and also knowing how much trust Chuuya actually has in others ]

Do you think he blames me for your issues with trusting others?

[ Is it fine really Chuuya? ]

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If he does, then he's dumb as a box of rocks. I don't trust people because they use me and discard me after. Only people who don't do that even stand a chance at earning my trust.

[Which is, so far, like five people. Dazai is technically included but his status in the 'trust club' is weird because Chuuya simultaneously dislikes Dazai but also trusts him not to turn on him. Feelings are hard, yo.]

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[ Watching him for a bit longer before he sighs. Chuuya can figure who he wants to trust and not trust, and he doesn't want to sway that in any direction.

But if they are going to really tackle this together... ]

It might be beneficial if I'm around when you talk to him. Maybe if he sees how we behave normally, then he'll relax.

[ He has no idea if that's the correct choice since this is uncharted territory. It also seems to be a pain, but Dazai did like bothering Akira and he's important to Chuuya.

Relationships are work ]

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Nah, that's part of the problem. We fight all the time and he thinks that means there's something wrong between us.

I'll talk to him first. He gets defensive pretty easily, so maybe me coming at him as a friend will get an honest answer out of him.

[He's trying really hard to avoid addressing his lingering feelings for Akira and how that makes this whole thing even more of a clusterfuck. Emotions suck, he doesn't want them anymore.]

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[ He knows that feeling. It almost makes him miss the graveyard, but at the same time...

the graveyard sucked for other reasons. ]

Let me know how it goes.

[ Shifting over closer. ]

I did tell him I want to be better.

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[Chuuya hums thoughtfully in response to that. Dazai wants to be better, he wants to be better too. But what is 'better'? How can two broken teenage boys be better when they don't even know what 'better' is?

Maybe Chuuya was placing a bit too much hope in Ayabe, who also didn't seem to know what 'normal' was. This journey is going to be more of a back-and-forth meandering, he thinks.]

Maybe, after I talk to him, we really should show him. That we're trying to be better. I still wanna talk to him first, but maybe we do need to spend more time with the three of us.

This is a summer camp. Let's do summer camp things.

[Maybe being 'normal teenagers' at least some of the time will help.]

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[ Dazai is taking it as don't kill people or manipulate the people close to him. The rest he'll play by ear or observe others. It's still hard for him to figure out how to normal, but all three of them have that issue.

Time to put his head on Chuuya's shoulder. ]

Think he knows anything about making bracelets?

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Bracelets? Like...those friendship ones? Thinking of doing that as some 'get along' activity?

[It's probably better than Chuuya's idea of 'hunt Asch down for sport and pummel him with red rubber balls until he's curled up in the fetal position'.]

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[ He's also down for watching Chuuya hunting Asch because that would be amazing. ]

Yeah, the friendship ones. I was planning on getting you to help out as soon as I got the supplies anyways. [ Might as well get Akira in on it ]

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I guess it couldn't hurt. Team building exercises, or something.

let's make matching ones, the three of us. And then wear them to piss people off.

[Asch. He means Asch. He will take any chance to dunk on Asch.]

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[ Gay. ]

What if I only want to match with you?

[ Is he serious? Who even knows. ]

We can probably ask Purple for supplies to see what they can do.

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I'll make two then: one that matches yours, and one that matches his.

[Chuuya has two hands, Dazai.]