The false memories were taking away memories that did have an effect on me, however little. You were also the one facing execution for a night and we never found Reito's killer.
[ Though there were some good to that which included not seeing Chuuya checking Reito's body. Though speaking of... ]
[Leaving that 'fun to watch' for later, since serious talk time, but he will come back to it.]
No, I can separate the two pretty well. I just can't forget how angry I was when I got voted out in the fake memories. Or how they just let me die without trying to save me. And then how it didn't matter in the end anyway, because everyone died.
...we can't leave them there, in a world like that.
[The implication of those memories is not lost on him.]
[ Lifting his hand up as he thinks about what he should do in this situation. It's not exactly like making out or leaning against each other. This is about giving some form of comfort to someone else, and that's something he's not really sure about especially when it comes to Chuuya.
Putting his hand on his shoulder to give it a squeeze. ]
I was thinking of putting together a list just as a reminder of what really happened and what doesn't make sense. Them not fighting for you doesn't make sense, Chuuya.
[ He has Akira as a stan after all and others who really didn't want to vote for him from what he could see. ]
We won't be leaving them with a different kind of ending, but we may have to consider the possibility of not finding a loophole in all of this to save everyone.
[There wasn't really time to fight, Dazai had been revealed with like ten minutes to go, but Chuuya still saw that and the subsequent execution as 'them not trying'.
And boy, those words sit heavy in his stomach. Preparing for the worst sucks.]
We'll need to focus on Winter's team, if it comes to it. If we use the lipstick to move me to that team, then between you, me, and Akira, that's nine people we can save. And if anyone else on Winter's team is from Blue's house, that's even more.
We- we can talk about exactly who to save if it comes to that. But we still have time.
[Reito is a no-brainer, but even counting him Chuuya and Dazai still have five more people they can save.]
[ Chuuya should know this best. He knows he isn't easy to get along with and in Blues he didn't care to be charming until the Graveyard. Though... ]
Were you upset about it? That all of those other people were fought for and saved in the end, but I wasn't?
That means we probably should take out the gray team the closer to the end. I do have a feeling on a few, but nothing confirmed. [ Thee is a pause as he reaches over to cup Chuuya's cheek. ] You would look good with lipstick on, Chuuya.
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Date: 2020-06-29 02:36 am (UTC)Yeah, it made me feel something.
[ He's quiet for a moment. ]
The false memories were taking away memories that did have an effect on me, however little. You were also the one facing execution for a night and we never found Reito's killer.
[ Though there were some good to that which included not seeing Chuuya checking Reito's body. Though speaking of... ]
I went for Reito's body first.
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Date: 2020-06-29 02:55 am (UTC)[He remembers some of that, with Dazai bothering Asch and all.]
When we were investigating, you mean? ...was it still a mess?
[Of course it was, but he still has to ask.]
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Date: 2020-06-29 02:59 am (UTC)[ Ignore that he said watch you instead of watch the living. He'll look at Chuuya a that last question. ]
Yeah, it was still a mess.
[ There were ayabits in places ]
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Date: 2020-06-29 03:03 am (UTC)[Yeah, he has to say it. But his face falls a moment later.]
...it wasn't real. What you saw, the fake memories, all those bodies? Not real. Just remember that, okay?
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Date: 2020-06-29 03:21 am (UTC)You were a lot more fun to watch than the others, Chuuya.
[ He got to see embarrassing yelling confessing and bird fights that way. Watching those pretty blue eyes. ]
Are you having trouble remembering what's real?
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Date: 2020-06-29 03:24 am (UTC)No, I can separate the two pretty well. I just can't forget how angry I was when I got voted out in the fake memories. Or how they just let me die without trying to save me. And then how it didn't matter in the end anyway, because everyone died.
...we can't leave them there, in a world like that.
[The implication of those memories is not lost on him.]
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Date: 2020-06-29 03:43 am (UTC)Putting his hand on his shoulder to give it a squeeze. ]
I was thinking of putting together a list just as a reminder of what really happened and what doesn't make sense. Them not fighting for you doesn't make sense, Chuuya.
[ He has Akira as a stan after all and others who really didn't want to vote for him from what he could see. ]
We won't be leaving them with a different kind of ending, but we may have to consider the possibility of not finding a loophole in all of this to save everyone.
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Date: 2020-06-29 03:39 pm (UTC)[There wasn't really time to fight, Dazai had been revealed with like ten minutes to go, but Chuuya still saw that and the subsequent execution as 'them not trying'.
And boy, those words sit heavy in his stomach. Preparing for the worst sucks.]
We'll need to focus on Winter's team, if it comes to it. If we use the lipstick to move me to that team, then between you, me, and Akira, that's nine people we can save. And if anyone else on Winter's team is from Blue's house, that's even more.
We- we can talk about exactly who to save if it comes to that. But we still have time.
[Reito is a no-brainer, but even counting him Chuuya and Dazai still have five more people they can save.]
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Date: 2020-06-29 04:33 pm (UTC)[ Chuuya should know this best. He knows he isn't easy to get along with and in Blues he didn't care to be charming until the Graveyard. Though... ]
Were you upset about it? That all of those other people were fought for and saved in the end, but I wasn't?
That means we probably should take out the gray team the closer to the end. I do have a feeling on a few, but nothing confirmed. [ Thee is a pause as he reaches over to cup Chuuya's cheek. ] You would look good with lipstick on, Chuuya.