[Chuuya's voice jerks Akira to attention, his head snapping up as he blinks at his roommate, eyes still wide. give him a moment he's still processing things, and he hasn't quite realized that Chuuya has also relived the dark and painful memories of that interrogation room]
[He's rubbing at his wrists now. The pain from those handcuffs is just a memory, but it sure feels real. No wonder Akira was hesitant to talk about restraints before.]
The cops. They're jerks.
[A pause.]
I thought you only stole hearts? Why're they chasing you down?
[there's so much more to the story than that. but that's a story for later, especially since the hurt and betrayal of Chuuya's memory cuts pretty deeply. he's silent for a moment as he reaches for his glasses and slips them back onto his features, scooting a bit closer to Chuuya as he does so]
Dazai-san. . . [. . .]
He's a real asshole.
[he had definitely seen the impish and mischievous parts of the bandaged man, and he knew from the beginning that Chuuya didn't really like him. but he had no idea how far that cunning, that cruelty, that calculating ruthlessness went until now]
[...but no, he can't just leave it at that. As much as he hates Dazai, it's not entirely his fault he's like that.]
...he's been in the mafia longer than I have. He probably didn't grow up right because of it. I don't know how much of it is him choosing to be an asshole and how much of it is that he just doesn't know any better.
[Which is. Hilarious. Considering Akira and Akechi's everything.]
[the way Akira's eyes widen and his mouth falls open is probably not the response Chuuya was expecting. but it's the one he gets; a dumb look from someone who was far more affected by that question that one might expect. do you think it's possible? does he. . .?]
[. . .]
[it's what he's been hoping for, right?]
I don't know.
[and he really doesn't. despite his best efforts, Akechi is always himself]
[Chuuya might not be as smart as Dazai, but he's not stupid by any means. He sees that reaction, and he knows enough about Akira's awkward rivalry with Akechi to piece it together. No wonder Akira understands Chuuya and Dazai's relationship so well.]
Geez! How do people like you and me keep getting tangled up with lost puppies, huh?
[Chuuya is perceptive enough, and that response tells Akira all he feels like he needs to know about what's going on through his roommate's head right now. still. . . he doesn't elaborate. he isn't yet ready to spill Akechi's secrets to everyone, after all]
[that comment makes Akira laugh, a breathless and resigned noise]
But that's okay, Chuuya is laughing as he grabs the nearest object (probably a pillow) to try and hit Akira with. It's a tangle of blankets but he will have his revenge.]
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Date: 2020-03-11 12:01 am (UTC). . . what?
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Date: 2020-03-11 12:25 am (UTC)The cops. They're jerks.
[A pause.]
I thought you only stole hearts? Why're they chasing you down?
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Date: 2020-03-11 11:02 pm (UTC)[right. so. somehow? Chuuya had seen that dream, too. so that must mean the other memory dancing on the front of his vision is. . .]
[. . .]
I'm a thief. Cops chase thieves, don't they?
[he isn't trying to avoid the question, he just thinks that Chuuya's memory was far, far worse]
I never asked for the details about why you joined the mafia. But-- I guess. . . I understand, now.
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Date: 2020-03-11 11:18 pm (UTC)And when the attention is brought back to him, he frowns and draws the blankets up around him like a hood.]
Che! He engineered the whole situation to suit his needs. I never stood a chance.
[He's speaking like it was more of an annoyance, but Akira will be able to feel that the hurt runs far deeper than that.]
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Date: 2020-03-12 12:44 am (UTC)Dazai-san. . . [. . .]
He's a real asshole.
[he had definitely seen the impish and mischievous parts of the bandaged man, and he knew from the beginning that Chuuya didn't really like him. but he had no idea how far that cunning, that cruelty, that calculating ruthlessness went until now]
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Date: 2020-03-12 03:16 am (UTC)[...but no, he can't just leave it at that. As much as he hates Dazai, it's not entirely his fault he's like that.]
...he's been in the mafia longer than I have. He probably didn't grow up right because of it. I don't know how much of it is him choosing to be an asshole and how much of it is that he just doesn't know any better.
[Which is. Hilarious. Considering Akira and Akechi's everything.]
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:50 pm (UTC)[he just had no idea how deeply that assholery ran. though. . . now that Chuuya puts Dazai's jerkitude like that. . .]
[. . .]
[. . . it's similar, isn't it? Akira's expression softens, now pensive]
It might be a little bit of both.
[just like it is for Akechi]
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Date: 2020-03-16 12:06 am (UTC)He can learn better, yeah? Like, by being around good people, maybe he can learn to be good. Do you think it's possible?
[It's what Chuuya wants to believe. But he's having a hard time believing in anything right now.]
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Date: 2020-03-16 12:29 am (UTC)[the way Akira's eyes widen and his mouth falls open is probably not the response Chuuya was expecting. but it's the one he gets; a dumb look from someone who was far more affected by that question that one might expect. do you think it's possible? does he. . .?]
[. . .]
[it's what he's been hoping for, right?]
I don't know.
[and he really doesn't. despite his best efforts, Akechi is always himself]
But I think it'd be stupid to not try.
People like him are people, too.
[and they don't deserve to just be given up on]
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Date: 2020-03-16 01:11 am (UTC)[Chuuya might not be as smart as Dazai, but he's not stupid by any means. He sees that reaction, and he knows enough about Akira's awkward rivalry with Akechi to piece it together. No wonder Akira understands Chuuya and Dazai's relationship so well.]
Geez! How do people like you and me keep getting tangled up with lost puppies, huh?
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Date: 2020-03-16 01:49 am (UTC)[that comment makes Akira laugh, a breathless and resigned noise]
I'd say "fate," but I don't believe in fate.
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Date: 2020-03-16 02:01 am (UTC)[He says it jokingly, but he's curious to hear Akira's answer.]
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Date: 2020-03-16 02:16 am (UTC)[hm]
[his answer is delivered in a joking tone, but he's being dead serious when he responds]
Society's collective effort to improve themselves, even when their hearts are distorted.
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Date: 2020-03-16 02:34 am (UTC)I'd like to believe in something like that.
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Date: 2020-03-16 03:30 pm (UTC)[Akira sure didn't!! for the longest time!!]
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Date: 2020-03-17 03:43 am (UTC)[He's seen too much shit to believe in it right now.]
But I'd like to be a better person than I am now.
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Date: 2020-03-18 12:12 am (UTC)[and he reaches out to ruffle Chuuya's hair in an affectionate gesture]
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Date: 2020-03-18 12:23 am (UTC)Hey-
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Date: 2020-03-18 08:22 pm (UTC)[said PERFECTLY INNOCENTLY as though Akira didn't know what he was doing]
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Date: 2020-03-19 01:33 pm (UTC)That's what.
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Date: 2020-03-20 06:28 pm (UTC)[MAKES A STARTLED NOISE AND TRIES TO LEAN AWAY FROM THAT]
[and then shoves at Chuuya in revenge. possibly shoving him into one of FORT ASSHOLE'S blanket walls]
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Date: 2020-03-21 02:08 am (UTC)But that's okay, Chuuya is laughing as he grabs the nearest object (probably a pillow) to try and hit Akira with. It's a tangle of blankets but he will have his revenge.]
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Date: 2020-03-23 03:04 am (UTC)[then he gets smacked in the face with a pillow and a tangle of blankets]
[AND DOWN HE GOES, another strangled noise tumbling from his lips. help him. he's useless]
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Date: 2020-03-23 03:13 am (UTC)I win.
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Date: 2020-03-24 12:40 am (UTC)This must be how bugs feel when we squish them under our shoes--
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