[He's pushing away, and he's scrambling back away from Asch before pushing himself to his feet. His body hurts but his anger is stronger than the pain.]
Of course that's not it! Enough people care about you that I'll probably get shit about it later! I just can't stand your goddamn attitude and how you keep looking down on me!
No. I wouldn't bother wasting my time. It was an off-handed comment, and nothing more. If that's looking down on you, then perhaps you have more within yourself you need to examine, first.
[this is odd. what's going on? the words he's saying are... more along the lines of what he would, should say. But something's off. Something...
[Noooo don't feel bad for him! That makes it harder to justify his anger! Nevermind that he only had flimsy excuses for starting this argument in the first place and it is absolutely him trying to act like a big tough guy to cover up his insecurities.]
What, now you're gonna try to lecture me? Yeah, that ain't happening. You don't get to talk like you know me, we're not that close.
I don't know. [that's not wholly true. he knows, or at least he knows the shape of it. but it's too big. there's not one-sentence answer for this, and even if there was, why would he talk to chuuya about it?] Do you really know why you're attacking me?
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Date: 2020-06-22 01:37 am (UTC)Of course that's not it! Enough people care about you that I'll probably get shit about it later! I just can't stand your goddamn attitude and how you keep looking down on me!
[So the answer is to fight, of course.]
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Date: 2020-06-22 02:17 am (UTC)what was this feeling?]
Is that what you think.
How amusing. That you imagine I think about you at all.
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Date: 2020-06-22 02:22 am (UTC)[Chuuya grits his teeth.]
You go out of your way to give me shit at the trial, and now you're looking down on me again!
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Date: 2020-06-22 02:34 am (UTC)[...
huh.]
No. I wouldn't bother wasting my time. It was an off-handed comment, and nothing more. If that's looking down on you, then perhaps you have more within yourself you need to examine, first.
[this is odd. what's going on? the words he's saying are... more along the lines of what he would, should say. But something's off. Something...
...does he feel bad for this punk?]
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Date: 2020-06-22 02:39 am (UTC)What, now you're gonna try to lecture me? Yeah, that ain't happening. You don't get to talk like you know me, we're not that close.
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Date: 2020-06-22 02:57 am (UTC)[he grabs Chuuya by the front of his shirt.]
If I punch you, will it make whatever's buzzing out of control in your head better? If you punch me, will you feel satisfied? Less lonely?
Answer me. I'm not being baited any further.
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Date: 2020-06-22 03:08 am (UTC)Maybe if you'd just tell me why you're always so shitty to everyone any time you open your mouth, I'd take that answer instead.
[Chuuya honestly exacerbates that issue, but he still has to put it out there.]
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Date: 2020-06-22 03:23 am (UTC)what a lame question. just another bait.]
I don't know. [that's not wholly true. he knows, or at least he knows the shape of it. but it's too big. there's not one-sentence answer for this, and even if there was, why would he talk to chuuya about it?] Do you really know why you're attacking me?
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Date: 2020-06-22 03:45 am (UTC)[Is. Is Asch really just a sad man? Has he been mad at a sad sack of shit this entire time?]
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Date: 2020-06-22 03:53 am (UTC)Figure it out, and get back to me.
[and he's outtie. except he pauses to say over his shoulder:]
Next time you want a fight, just say so. Don't look for a pithy excuse.
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Date: 2020-06-22 04:46 am (UTC)He'll take those words to heart, though. He'll find a better reason to start a fight before doing it again.]
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